Hi all.
I knew eventually that I was going to have to meet grief again, but not this early on.
today I was saying my good mornings and noticed Cowe limp in the corner of her cage.
I kept her alive with water and heart cpr until I couldn’t no more.
I got to hold her in her blankie one last time. I told her it’s ok if you have to go. I won’t be mad because it’s just your time. And when I finished that sentence she closed her eyes and took one last stretch.
There was nothing we could do as she had bad respiratory problems, a on going cold (which medicine was not working) and a underlying heart murmur. She also never grew and was baby sized forever. Cowe taught me a lot. She taught me how to always realize that even if you day is completely going horribly wrong you can still find happiness and peace. She taught me how to live life like the end didn’t even matter. Which it didn’t because at the end of the day she knew that parties had to come to an end, but that even if her party ends she knew she had the party to remember. And thats all that matters.
Rest easy Cowe. Thank you for giving us a party to remember, but thank you for being my best friend for three months and remember you’ll always be my pretty girl. Make sure they treat you to lots of yogie drops. Mommy is proud of you for how strong you are and will always honor your constant happiness. I love you.
I knew eventually that I was going to have to meet grief again, but not this early on.
today I was saying my good mornings and noticed Cowe limp in the corner of her cage.
I kept her alive with water and heart cpr until I couldn’t no more.
I got to hold her in her blankie one last time. I told her it’s ok if you have to go. I won’t be mad because it’s just your time. And when I finished that sentence she closed her eyes and took one last stretch.
There was nothing we could do as she had bad respiratory problems, a on going cold (which medicine was not working) and a underlying heart murmur. She also never grew and was baby sized forever. Cowe taught me a lot. She taught me how to always realize that even if you day is completely going horribly wrong you can still find happiness and peace. She taught me how to live life like the end didn’t even matter. Which it didn’t because at the end of the day she knew that parties had to come to an end, but that even if her party ends she knew she had the party to remember. And thats all that matters.
Rest easy Cowe. Thank you for giving us a party to remember, but thank you for being my best friend for three months and remember you’ll always be my pretty girl. Make sure they treat you to lots of yogie drops. Mommy is proud of you for how strong you are and will always honor your constant happiness. I love you.