That type of immaturity is going to get you banned again. Emily was just stating that she didn't think the mods were going to give you your old account back. I don't think she said it to be mean.
And if you missed this forum so much wouldn't cavy person be better than nothing?
You are going through an emotional time in your life. Your hormones are misguiding your emotions and reactions. I don't think you are getting the support and understanding you need. This book will help...really.
15 is a tough age. You need to take control back. Your bursts of remorse followed by feelings of injustice, rage, persecution, humiliation, etc is normal but something you can only keep in check if you understand what is going on.
I do not need to read that book, I just don't want to be apart of this community. It is my choice and this is what I choose. I thank Teresa for her time, but I just want to leave.