And boy have I had alot of crazy thoughts. This site can somtimes put those thoughts into your head. Don't get me wrong, I like this site very much, but sometimes by reading all these posts we start to question everything we do and then we dont get to enjoy our piggies as much. I think it has taken me 3 months to relax and be able to actually sit back and enjoy them. In the beginning, every scratch, every wheek, every move they made, made me jump. Always checking to see how they are. Now finally I can read these posts and enjoy them and just pick out those helpful hints and stop questioning everything I did. Hope you understood all that.