savannahsatchel
Well-known Member
Cavy Slave
- Joined
- Jun 9, 2014
- Posts
- 103
- Joined
- Jun 9, 2014
- Messages
- 103
I'm am very confused. No theory I come up with makes sense.
I got home from work tonight at 6, I checked all of my cages as usual, giving everyone their evening veggies. I picked up the house in my girls cage, and there was a baby guinea pig... It was dead. I instantly broke down crying. I'm still having trouble breathing as I'm typing this. I have so many things running through my head.
How did one of them get pregnant?
Which one was it?
Why is this baby 6 inches long, twice the size of the babies I helped deliver 3 months ago?
When was it delivered?
How could I have allowed myself to miss the birth?
Could I have saved this baby?
Was it born alive or was it a miscarriage?
Did one of my girls kill it?
The part that has mentally torn me down, is the fact that my girls were eating it. The eye and half of this baby's face is gone. Its intestines are showing. I don't know if this is guinea pig instinct or was this an act of violence?
I've tried researching online exactly w h a t could have possibly happened, but I'm finding no answers. I know no one will know just by reading this especially because they are my babies and I don't even know what has happened. None of it makes sense. I more-so just needed to tell someone about this that would understand the heartbreak. None of my friends or family understand the love I have for these animals.
RIP precious little baby. I'm so sorry that I couldn't do more.
When my boyfriend gets home from school, I'm going to go bury him/her. I just can't stop crying. It was a major shock I wasn't expecting and even though I found the baby dead, I just feel that connection with him/her. I'm so sorry baby.
I got home from work tonight at 6, I checked all of my cages as usual, giving everyone their evening veggies. I picked up the house in my girls cage, and there was a baby guinea pig... It was dead. I instantly broke down crying. I'm still having trouble breathing as I'm typing this. I have so many things running through my head.
How did one of them get pregnant?
Which one was it?
Why is this baby 6 inches long, twice the size of the babies I helped deliver 3 months ago?
When was it delivered?
How could I have allowed myself to miss the birth?
Could I have saved this baby?
Was it born alive or was it a miscarriage?
Did one of my girls kill it?
The part that has mentally torn me down, is the fact that my girls were eating it. The eye and half of this baby's face is gone. Its intestines are showing. I don't know if this is guinea pig instinct or was this an act of violence?
I've tried researching online exactly w h a t could have possibly happened, but I'm finding no answers. I know no one will know just by reading this especially because they are my babies and I don't even know what has happened. None of it makes sense. I more-so just needed to tell someone about this that would understand the heartbreak. None of my friends or family understand the love I have for these animals.
RIP precious little baby. I'm so sorry that I couldn't do more.
When my boyfriend gets home from school, I'm going to go bury him/her. I just can't stop crying. It was a major shock I wasn't expecting and even though I found the baby dead, I just feel that connection with him/her. I'm so sorry baby.