I want to thank all of you for your advice and support with the loss of my Petie Pop on Wednesday. I joined this group amidst an emergency and I did not introduce myself. I have two brothers american/abby mix Charlie & Jasper that will be 1 in February. I adopted them for Petie as I lost his brother Piggie to a brain tumor. I am having a hard time with the loss of Petie and am doubting if I have the strength to go through premature losses again with the "babies". Charlie was very sick when I got the brothers and I had to hand feed & water him and help him pass poop. He is now a huge love muffin. I have an adult son and a child son, two rescue dogs and two geriatric rescue cats. Does anyone know if I can change my user name and if so, how? I want to cry each time I see Petiesmom. Thanks for listening.