Well my first marriage went sour after 7.5 years. It was a un-contested divorce with one child. I see my son once a week ( overnight ) and on all major holidays. It's hard to see people divorce especially with children. I know this is probally not the right forum but it did say general chat anything goes but keep it "G" rated. It just feels awkward being single again. I still care about my ex but when I brought up marriage counseling to her she did'nt want it even though it was through a church and it was free. We both did awful things and we forgave each other but just can't forget it. I do pray for her in hopes she is forgiven but a co-worker said she has to be the one to pray herself to be forgiven. She's even told me that she does not believe in any kind of religion but she does believe there is a higher power. This is awkward typing this. I just hope no one get mad at me for typing this in this forum. Have a wonderful day.