jdomans said:
OMG Lucy!!! How terrible. How old was Seb? How is your dad? I know he must be upset.
I can barely type through tears, but Seb was only 8, I got him 5 years ago from the dog shelter. When I moved out of my parents I had always intended to take him with me, but it just wasn't fair to him. He loved my parents house as they have fields, and a river. He swam everyday in the river (he was a lab) and ran everyday in the field with the horses. I couldn't take him to mine where we live in an appartment, no matter how much I missed him.
My dad is in a mess, he blames his self, he said he should never have taken him for such a long walk. The awful thing is my dad was just sat with him helplessly, he tried everything including mouth to mouth, apparently Seb came round a few times but then just gave up. Seb was such a big dog that my dad couldn't pick him up, they kept trying to get hold of me, the vet, even the fire brigade - but either people didn't answer or the signal kept cutting out. Eventually they got hold of a friend who drove straight up to help, he climbed to be with my dad, but all three of these men are well into their 60's and were just not strong enough - if only I had not forgotten my mobile phone, Kris would have been able to pick him up easily.
Piggiemom - thanks, I really do need to talk, I am in such a mess. I feel like in the past year I haven't had that much to do with Seb, due to me now having a son. I have even just noticed that I didn't have one single photo of him on my mobile - that really upset me.
Kris dug a big hole under the tree where Seb loved to sit (took him 3 hours) I brushed Seb making him look nice, dad collected flowers and I gathered his favourite toys and one of my favourite teddies (that he always tried to steal) we put that all in a box with him, but first putting down his bed so that he would be compfy, dad even put his slippers in there too. Apparently yesterday morning he had told Seb off for stealing his slippers - he felt guilty so gave them to him. Thankfully the night before we had been up to my parents for dinner (mum isn't there) and played with Seb, I had given him loads of cuddles telling him how much I love him, so that make me feel a little better - but that dog knew he was loved.