[katiewilson]

The hardest part about fostering is ultimately giving them up, no question. I turn into a big sobbing mess because I feel like I've become the caretaker for these little babies, and I can't escape the notion that they think I'm now abandoning them. Of course, that's not the case, so I'm recovered and ready to foster again in no time.

For now, I'm continuing to foster because it suits my current schedule and living arrangements. But I imagine one day, when the perfect little creature wanders into my life, I will undoubtedly adopt.

Like others have suggested, I think starting out by fostering is a smart way to go. It's temporary, which can be convenient, but it can also become a permanent thing when you're ready for it. Good luck!