| Re: I died today- letter Boy did it made me cry. Sob sob. I am now thinking about my long companionship I have had for 10 years. He had many failing health problems and I had to put him down. But just that story. I had just given my puppy Bella to a new home with a big fenced in yard for her. She wouldnt house train. It made me wonder if the owner who took her from me did that or not. I still dont know if she is ok or not. I miss her so and I wish she was here with me and my german shepard mix dog Samantha. Bella was Samantha's best friend until my husband said that Bella will not listen and its time for her to live in a home with a fenced in yard. We have a small yard just enough for a dog to go potty nothing else. It broke my heart when I saw her leave and she knew that I wont see her ever again. Samantha waited by the door everyday for 3 weeks thinking that Bella would come through the door and it would be us and no Bella. I am really crying now because of Bella being at a new home and not knowing if she is fine and thinking about my companianship Isaac that I had to put down 2 summers ago. |