Oh my gosh, i cryed my heart out reading this story. It reminded me of my hamster, Biscuit. Who died when i was 14. I loved her very much, we loved eachother.
I remember when she grew quite and started pulling further away from me. she had a cold! I took her to the vet the next day, and they said the medicine may not work. So i gave her the medicine, i got my hopes up convinced she was better. But a few days later i heard her weezing, i was so worried about her, and i was going on holiday the nexy day. My mum said she would look after her an dshe did very well, she put biscuit by her bedside at night, to watch over her. But sadly when i got home a week later i arrived to her empty hamster cage on the table, and went into deep uncontrolable hurting tears.
I was so badly wishing i were there with her. To witness her last ever breath. Your very lucky you were there to comfort her.
You were so brave. Dont feel quity, you were there until the end. Be proud of yourself for giving him those happy years. Everyone makes mistakes.
Thanks for sharing.
Getting.cavys